I have told you this so that
my joy may be in you and that
your joy may be complete.John 15:11
A prayer to live a joy-filled life.
Gracious God your gifts and blessing to me cannot be counted. And yet so often I turn to the negative parts in my life and place my constant thoughts in them. When I rise I forget to be thankful that I have yet another day in which to serve you and be blessed by you. And as I go about my day when you place joyful moments at my fingertips I take them for granted. When I lay my head down to sleep I can easily recall all that went wrong in the day rather than what went right. But your joy is there for the taking. I want to live basked in your greatness, your beauty and your joy. I can and will, with your help, find joy in every circumstance. You are working for my good at all times and I just need to remember that promise. Thank you for giving us your Son who implanted the Holy Spirit in us โ a spirit of joy and of goodness. I pray this in your Sonโs Holy name, Jesus. Amen
I always called her a Pollyanna. The term comes from the movie of the same name in which a young girl arrives at a small town filled with bitter people. But her neverending, cheerful spirit wins them over. Nowadays, a โPollyannaโ seems to be said as a negative. That, along with wearing โrose-colored glassesโ are attributed to people who just want to see the positives in everything. I know, makes you sick, doesnโt it?
But my mother-in-law truly is such a person. And this last year that cheerful, joy-filled spirit was truly tested, not only with all the lockdowns but with a diagnosis of cancer. On her worst days she was a bit dispirited. Yes, worst days. I mean the woman seemed to look forward to her cancer treatments because she would probably run into a friend and chat for hours while the poison did its deadly work.
A cheerful heart is good medicine,
but a crushed spirit dries up
the bones.Proverbs 17:22
At times being a โbit dispiritedโ can seem like my best day. Iโve been a well-trained, tried and true pessimist for so long that the concept of daily joy is a lot of work for me to achieve. Itโs easy to sit back and marinate in the mess of life. It takes work to get up, dust ourselves off and say โoh well letโs make the best of this.โ
Thank goodness our strength comes from the LORD. Iโm committing myself to stopping negative thinking and instead, like playing a game of โWhereโs Waldo,โ searching for the joy in the moments of my life. I know they are there because joy is one of the promised fruits of His spirit.
He’s there somewhere! Just keep searching!
I stood in Walmart the other day waiting in a long line to check out. Normally, Iโd be mentally lopping off all the heads of the cashiers for taking so long and planning my complaint letter to management for not opening more registers. Instead, I settled in to Godโs joy. I was happy to have found all the items on my long list and the people watching at Walmart is topnotch! I was so bathed in Godโs joy that I even let someone with only two items go in front of me.
I could have turned a simple shopping trip into a miserable experience very easily. Iโm counting on God to keep giving me opportunities to flip the script from pessimist to Pollyanna. Because when the day comes when I need it most, I want to be well-trained and tested in living a joy-filled life.
If you want this too, add the prayer to your daily prayer list and watch and see how God works in your life!
As the rainย and the snowcome down from heaven,
and do not return to itwithout watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seedย for
the sower and bread for the eater, so is my wordย that goes out from my mouth:It will not return to me empty,but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purposeย for which I sent it.Isaiah 55:10-11
The Gospel is good news. Plain and simple. The actual word โgospelโ is translated to mean โgood storyโ or โgood newsโ in Greek. But the question is โ if the Gospel truly is good news, why is it so hard for us to talk about it?
Iโll rewind a bit and start from the very beginning. For those who have always heard the word Gospel, but never heard the story of the Gospel, here it is:
1. God created us for his glory (Creation).
2. Therefore, every human should live for Godโs glory.
3. Nevertheless, we have all sinned and fallen short of Godโs glory (the Fall).
4. Therefore, we all deserve eternal punishment (Hell).
5. Yet, in his great mercy, God sent his only Son Jesus Christ into the world to provide for sinners the way of eternal life (the Cross).
6. Therefore, eternal life is a free gift to all who will trust in Christ as Lord and Savior and supreme Treasure of their lives (Salvation).
John Piper
All that to say, the Gospel is indeed good news. It means eternal intimacy in the presence of God, forgiveness of sins and citizenship in Heaven where there will be no more sorrow or pain โ ever. For those of us who have been saved by grace through faith and are living testimonies of the power of the Gospel, we are all vessels of this good news.
As Isaiah writes in chapter 55, God is proclaiming and promising that the good news he has sent down to earth (salvation through his Son Jesus), will indeed be fulfilled and carried from nation to nation until Jesus returns again.
As described in verse 10, God sent down Jesus like rain, to water a dry and barren earth. God has promised us that this rain would not leave the earth dry and barren, but that it would be fully watered until it is returned to its original perfect creation. Right now, we are still in the watering phase of Godโs plan for creation. The land is still thirsty and in need of the living water, and thankfully, we as Christians know just where to find it.
Those in Christ are not just blessed with knowing the truth of the Gospel, we are called to share it. As the Jesusโ Great Commission states in Matthew 28:
We are vessels of good news and have the refreshing drink our thirsty world is gasping for. Sharing the Gospel may not always be easy, but it is always Godโs will for us to share the good news of Jesus Christ. We are a part of Godโs redemption story for this world. He uses us, ordinary people, to return to Creation what was robbed by sin.
I challenge you today to change your perspective from one of fear and hesitation towards sharing the Gospel, to one of joy and anxious anticipation for sharing the good news of salvation. As believers, we exist to serve God โ not the other way around. Start today by remembering that God is using you as a divine vessel of good news, created and saved to play an important role in His plan for our world.
Iโve heard a lot of media types say this year is one of the most difficult โof all time.โ As humans we tend to look at history from our own timeframe. When we do that it negates all the trials and tribulations so many before us have endured. . As Christians we need to grasp hold of the many promises of which God clearly states in His Holy Word. When we do, we find that people have successfully endured extreme hardships for 1,000s of years because they placed their faith in Him. . Join me and a few guests these next few weeks as we explore just some of those promises which help us, not only endure, but to find joy and peace no matter what the world hurls at us. . Go to https://emboldened.net/ and follow to receive your daily email of promises made and kept by God.
Throughout this year the message I keep getting from every Christian source is to grow in my faith I need to learn about Godโs character. And to know Godโs character we need to go to the one true source โ His Holy Word. The Bible is the most amazing reference book. It changes every time you read it. Iโve looked at the same passages at various times this year and discovered something new each time. Even the simple verse, โBe still and know that I am God,โ (Psalm 46:10) carries so much information. Itโs about trust, itโs about slowing down, itโs about getting quiet. Itโs also about placing God above all and realizing He is God and we are not.
When viewed not only in context but also within the historical perspective the meanings grow even more. Today in the United States we celebrate Thanksgiving โ a now much maligned holiday. To some itโs been twisted to represent the killing of native Americans. To others itโs about the first Europeans working with the natives to survive. While others simply celebrate the opportunity to be with family. Hereโs a bit of this dayโs true history:
โThroughout that first brutal winter, most of the colonists remained on board the ship, where they suffered from exposure, scurvy and outbreaks of contagious disease. Only half of the Mayflowerโs original passengers and crew lived to see their first New England spring. In March, the remaining settlers moved ashore, where they received an astonishing visit from an Abenaki Native American who greeted them in English.
Several days later, he returned with another Native American, Squanto, a member of the Pawtuxet tribe who had been kidnapped by an English sea captain and sold into slavery before escaping to London and returning to his homeland on an exploratory expedition. Squanto taught the Pilgrims, weakened by malnutrition and illness, how to cultivate corn, extract sap from maple trees, catch fish in the rivers and avoid poisonous plants.
In November 1621, after the Pilgrimsโ first corn harvest proved successful, Governor William Bradford organized a celebratory feast and invited a group of the fledgling colonyโs Native American allies, including the Wampanoag chief Massasoit. Now remembered as Americanโs โfirst Thanksgivingโโalthough the Pilgrims themselves may not have used the term at the timeโthe festival lasted for three days.โ — History Channel
You see, we can make up what we think the first Thanksgiving is about but when we truly are interested in finding out the facts and the historical perspective it takes on so much more meaning. Taking a national day to โGive Thanksโ didnโt become official for many years later and it was more about just that โ giving thanks for the blessings God has bestowed us.
I asked my friends and family to share verses from Godโs Word that have special meanings for them on this day of Thanksgiving. To show appreciation and to give thanks for all the blessings God has bestowed on us these thousands of years โ written in His Holy Bible. Take a moment to look each one up and see if you find something new that speaks to you! And feel free to add your own in the comments.
โSurely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The Lord, the Lord himself, is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation.โ Isaiah 12:2
I have had this written on my cupboard door since the beginning of my cancer trial this year. To me says it all and I was cured!! Thanks be to God โ Beverly
โI have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
When the trials come, I know I can endure them because Jesus has already overcome the world. โ Brennen
โBe still and know I am God.โ Psalm 46:10.
Itโs very intimate to me. โ Janet
โTo me this is like the days of Noah, when I swore that the waters of Noah would never again cover the earth. So now I have sworn not to be angry with you, never to rebuke you again.โ Isaiah 54:9
Gods covenant of love and peace with us! โ Madison
โPeace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.โ John 14:27
This is one of my favorite scriptures but a little ironic in a funny way because itโs said during Catholic mass, followed by the priestโs instruction to โshow one another a sign of peace,โ or in other words, say hi to the person sitting next to you. This always caused me anxiety at church because Iโm kind of an introvert, but once I just let the words flow over me, especially in times of stress in daily life, I can sink into the peace of Godโs love which is His gift to every single one us. โ Laurel
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; Do not be discouraged, For the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
When I recite this, I am reminded that I am not alone and I can feel strength from God coming back into me! โ Betsy
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” Prov. 3:5-6
This is comforting to me. During my immature Christian days, I thought God expected me to solve my own problems. Thankfully, he does not expect me to do this alone! God designed me to depend on Him and wants me to pray to Him because he knows what is best and will gladly answer my prayers and guide my decisions. I trust God more than anyone else when I need direction and answers. He knows me way better than I know myself . . . . what a relief and comfort! โ Anita
“The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it more abundantly.” John 10:10
Itโs a promise of hope and joy and peace not only to just survive but to thrive.ย ย God wants us to thrive and enjoy life. โ Todd
“My sheep listen to my voice. I know them and they follow me.” John 10:27
Because Jesus knows me! Little ol’ me. He knows me by name and I am special to him. — Andrea
One day as Jesus was standing by the Lake of Gennesaret,ย the people were crowding around him and listening to the word of God.ย He saw at the waterโs edge two boats, left there by the fishermen, who were washing their nets.ย He got into one of the boats, the one belonging to Simon, and asked him to put out a little from shore. Then he sat down and taught the people from the boat.
When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon,ย โPut out into deep water, and let down the nets for a catch.โ
Simon answered, โMaster,ย weโve worked hard all night and havenโt caught anything.ย But because you say so, I will let down the nets.โ
When they had done so, they caught such a large number of fish that their nets began to break.ย So they signaled their partners in the other boat to come and help them, and they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink.
When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at Jesusโ knees and said, โGo away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!โย For he and all his companions were astonished at the catch of fish they had taken,ย and so were James and John, the sons of Zebedee, Simonโs partners.
Then Jesus said to Simon,ย โDonโt be afraid;ย from now on you will fish for people.โย So they pulled their boats up on shore, left everything and followed him.
Luke 5:1-11
I think a lot of us feel like 2020 has been one giant interruption in our lives.ย ย We had beautiful weddings planned, vacations to experience, new jobs on the horizon, a blossoming business, a full retirement schedule.ย ย And then February descended upon us.ย ย To put it mildly itโs been one giant cluster.ย ย Recently, I saw an Instagram post by the Christian womenโs group Proverbs 31 that addressed our need to rely on God during these tough times.ย ย One of the commentors posted a very distraught list of what she has been dealing with, including the loss of a loved one.ย ย She said she was having a hard time seeing God in the middle of everything.ย ย And yet He is right there if we truly know His character.ย ย Heโs the one interrupting our plans.
In the verses today Simon, an experienced fisherman, had just pulled his boat in after a long, hard, unsuccessful day of fishing. He sat and listened to Jesus as he preached to the masses on the shore. Suddenly, Jesus asks for a ride out away from the shore to better speak to everyone. Iโm sure Simon had a mix of emotions. Here he was, probably dead tired but still might have been honored to have the famous rabbi use his boat. And then Jesus really interrupted his plans to get home, have dinner and finally get some sleep. The experienced fisherman was quite sure that another few hours out on the lake would produce nothing โ he should know heโd been a fisherman on that lake all his life. Jesus wasnโt even from a fishing family! But something about the rabbi made Simon comply. And as the story finishes, we see Simon and the other fisherman completely interrupting everything about their lives and deciding to become disciples.
God frequently tries to interrupt our โbright ideasโ and โbest laid plans.โย ย The question for us is when we hear or feel His Holy Spirit urging us to take a new direction are we like Simon, willing to comply?ย ย ย ย Or are we like the rich king, unwilling to give up what we have and know?ย ย So many of us say we want God to speak to us but do we really?ย ย
A couple years ago I was amazingly interrupted by Jesus.ย ย I worked as an administrative substitute in our local school district.ย ย I was very busy.ย ย And I wore that busyness as a badge of honor.ย ย ย I had jobs assigned five days a week.ย ย And then Jesus interrupted me.ย ย He urged me, through a vision, to take specific action each week and feed the homeless for a year.ย ย This was not in my plans.ย ย But it was something I had asked for.ย ย I had been praying for growth in my trust in the Lord.ย ย I kept asking for direction.ย ย Feeding the homeless in our large downtown was never on my radar.ย ย What also wasnโt in my plan was giving up working a few days a week to accomplish Jesusโ vision for me.ย ย It was an amazing interruption.ย
ย
He said, โDo this for me.โย ย And I did.ย ย The lessons I learned during that year were ones that no sermon or Bible study could ever teach me.ย ย My patterns of worry, distrust, control, over-planning, pride, feeling alone, all were tested.ย ย It was never about feeding the homeless.ย ย It was about God finding a way to snap me out of destructive patterns โ interrupting me and re-setting me.
Theย Lordย blessed the latter part of Jobโs life more than the former part. He had fourteen thousand sheep, six thousand camels, a thousand yoke of oxen and a thousand donkeys.ย And he also had seven sons and three daughters.
Job 42:12-13
Iโve told many people about this experience.ย ย And, at the same time I tell them they should pray for something equally amazing to interrupt their lives.ย ย So many of them either look scared or even voice their fear of such an occurrence.ย ย Thatโs why I ask, โDo you really want to hear from God?โย ย Because I can almost guarantee that what He says to you will be unexpected and will challenge you to interrupt your life.ย ย But like Job whose life was severely interrupted, the amazing blessings you receive will be immeasurable.ย ย God has interrupted my life a few more times since my vision. And each time has brought me closer to Him. I urge you today to pray for interruption.ย ย To pray to do Godโs work.ย ย To pray that He asks to guide your boat out into the open water.
I rushed home from errands, pulled the car in the garage and quickly went to close the garage door behind me. As I turned, I looked to make sure my car was in far enough (learning from past mistakes!). And I saw it. It seemed like for the first time. I stared in wonder of how blessed I was. It was a strange feeling standing there staring at my car. Iโve owned this car since 2015. And yet it was as though I had never really appreciated owning it. I realized I was having a Jesus moment.
โSlow down.โ
โSee what I have given you.โ
โAppreciate that you are well blessed.โ
As I stood there listening to Him speak to me, I was opened to the fact that so many people in the world donโt have such ready access to transportation. And yet here I was with two cars, a VW bus, two motorcycles and two Vespa scooters. All, of which, I take for granted will start when I need them, get me where I need to go, and when I need gas I can stop any number of places and pay for it. I just stood there in amazement. And in thankfulness.
An ordinary day made amazing with a whisper from Jesus.
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From the first day of Earth to today, God has been doing amazing things in our lives. And when Jesus preached and performed miracles, the Bible frequently says the people were amazed. Each day we get up to start a new day. Each day we put our feet on the floor, have breakfast, brush our teeth, and then go about our daily routine. We do the laundry, wash the dishes, log in another long day at work. It’s so easy to live in the humdrum of every day. But God is still doing amazing things!
I’ve spent much of my adult life being a pessimist. As I grew closer to Jesus it became almost impossible to continue looking at life, people and circumstances constantly from a negative point of view. God transformed me. And that, my friends, is pretty darn amazing.
Join me and my special guest writer as we explore all the amazing acts of Jesus starting November 1 through 29. My hope is that each day we will help you take these amazing Jesus acts and translate them into your amazing life.
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When Jesus had finished saying these things, the crowds were amazed at his teaching
I sat there as only one of two women coaches in the room.ย ย There were about 20 of us, coaching girls softball ages 7 to 15.ย ย We had recently finished the fall season where I had told my assistant coach to never step foot on a field where I was coaching.ย ย He constantly undermined my authority, which came to a head one night where he threatened me with physical harm.ย ย Yes, this was kidsโ sports at its finest.ย ย So back to this meeting.ย ย We were all there to be confirmed as coaches for the Spring season.ย ย That assistant coach was also present.ย ย He asked to speak before we were voted in by the board.ย ย He went into a tirade about me and how if I were to be confirmed as a coach, he would go to the city parks and recreation board and have our field permit rescinded.ย ย He and the president of the association got into a few aggressive back and forths.ย ย I, however, spoke not a word.
He finally sat down.ย ย A vote was taken and I was still a coach.ย ย Afterwards, a number of the other male coaches came up to congratulate me โ for being so brave and not getting into a yelling match.ย ย They were very impressed.ย ย I was escorted to my car where I sat for a minute and finally took what seemed like was my first breath after the hours long meeting.ย ย I hadnโt spoken because I could barely even breathe.ย ย I had been so scared I couldnโt speak.ย ย I didnโt know it then but God was protecting me.ย ย He knew had I spoken up among all those men, my โheroโ status wouldโve instead turned in to โshrill siren.โย ย By keeping my mouth shut I accomplished so much more.
โThe tongue is a small part of the body but it makes great boasts.ย ย Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark.โ
James 3:5
How many times have we looked back at a conversation or disagreement and thought, โif I had just kept my darn mouth shut, I wouldnโt be in this situation?โ I donโt know about you but I donโt have enough digits to keep track. While others may struggle with not knowing what to say, others of us say too much.
โSet a guard, Oh Lord, over my mouth; keep watch over the door of my lips.โ
PS 141:3
This needs to be tattooed on all our foreheads so that when we are talking (or yelling) to each other we can โgetโ the message.ย ย ย I read recently the concept that words are just the outward expression of our hearts and minds.ย ย When you see someone screaming in a police officerโs face these days, I think how shriveled their hearts must be.ย ย They are literally out of their minds spewing hatred to another person.ย ย When we have a false sense of righteousness, not true righteousness from the Truth of Godโs Word, we get into areas of entitlement, judgement, self-worth, and envy.ย ย
Our words matter and we shouldnโt use them to just fill up space or hurt people or say things to make us feel better.ย ย I once worked with a man to whom silence was a way of life.ย ย It made me very uncomfortable; my youthful self always needed to fill that void.ย ย A topic or question would be thrown out and he would go silent.ย ย Meanwhile, Iโm across the table babbling away.ย ย I definitely did not have spiritual maturity at the time.ย ย Through life experiences and a pursuit of Godโs wisdom I am learning to enjoy a bit of silence.ย ย A bit.ย ย As a parent, I struggled with this powerful tool.ย ย As my kids got older, I realized silence could sometimes be scarier than a mom yelling on and on.ย ย And when I yelled, filling that void, I said hurtful things.ย ย Things that I can never take back.ย ย
โWith our tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in Godโs likeness.โ
James 3:9
That last part needs repeating โ when we are cursing others, we are cursing people WHO HAVE BEEN MADE IN GODโS LIKENESS.ย ย And when we yell, scream, say hurtful things we do so with lack of grace, mercy and forgiveness.ย ย But if we are faithful over small things โ like our tongue โ and use them to bless others then God has promised to make us rulers over bigger things.ย ย If we canโt stop corrupting our whole body — hardening our hearts and going out of our minds– because we canโt control that little flappy part in our mouth, then why should God give us more?
I heard a pastor give a challenge the other day called โWhat If?โ It goes like this:
What if we decided to stop cursing, right now, forever?
What if we decided to never say another negative thing?
What if we decided here and now to never complain?
I bet a whole lot of people around us would be blessed. But that all sounds sooooo difficult! Not when you have God by your side. Not when we walk in the steps He wants for us. Not when we decide to live the life He calls us to. Yes, we will be tempted. Yes, there will be trials and tests. Because without those how do we know we are victorious?
โThis is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but words taught by the Spirit, explaining spiritual realities with Spirit-taught words.โ
1 Cor 2:13
In other words, when we live in Godโs world, accept and practice His teaching, and turn to Him for guidance and prayer, it will be His Words spoken when we face trials and temptation.ย ย Or maybe, no words at all.ย ย We have the mind of Christ inside us.ย ย We need to stop pushing Him aside and let Him rule that little, flappy rudder in our mouth.ย ย And only then will be sent on the right journey He has called us to.
My friend Betsy is incredible. I first met her when I started working out at the gym where my daughter was a physical therapist. I instantly was drawn to her positivity and strength. On her 70th birthday, Betsy and another friend did 70 burpees without stopping, If you have ever done a burpee you are probably saying, โwow!!โ She can hand-over-hand climb a rope to the top of the building. She pushes herself with heavier weights, all the while encouraging others much younger.
One day I was challenged by another friend to start a Bible Study. I had overheard Betsy mention her faith a few times. I stepped out of my comfort zone and asked her and another gym buddy to join my study. She instantly said, โyes!โ When my Boldness Challenge commenced her list was impressive. At the top was her desire to walk a portion of the famed Pacific Crest Trail in California โ alone. Now mind you, Betsy has been hiking her whole life. And, she has scaled Mt. Whitney multiple times (her husband, Jack, will hit his 200th Whitney climb this summer). I trust her judgement when it comes to being out in the wilderness. But she wanted to trust God, not herself. So, she prayed and asked for prayers from our Bold Warrior group. She felt Godโs answer โ โgo.โ She planned her trip between two others. Another Whitney climb and the trip she had planned with two other friends โthe long-term dream of hiking the John Muir Trail. As I write this, she is on her way up to the Sierras for her three-week hike on the JMT. Did I mention Betsy has had two knee replacements? I call her my Bionic friend.
Boldness Trip Report July 22-24, 2020
I have been wanting to do this hike for around five years now. First because it is the โofficialโ start of the Sierras, which is my first love when it comes to mountain ranges. And secondly, because this trail is part of the Pacific Crest Trail, which I have dreamed about hiking for several decades. I grew up hiking in the Sierras every summer. My father brought my siblings and I there for backpacking trips. So being in these mountains is revisiting favorite childhood memories. But Kennedy Meadows is the southern end of the Sierras and lower in elevation, which makes this area hotter and drier. This is why I have not tackled this hike before now! According to the PCT Half Mile App, it is actually a 40-mile trip, with fewer sources of water than I am used to and these water sources dry out as the summer heats up.
My husband drove me to the trail head on July 22 and I started hiking at 5:50 a.m. to get miles covered before the sun heated up the trail. I was carrying 5 liters of water and planned to camp 12 miles up the trail at the south fork of the Kern River. I sang hymns and talked with God as I walked down the trail. I looked for flowers along the way and marveled at the beauty all around me. Because the elevation is lower here, there were many flowers that I do not normally see. My father taught us to try to identify flowers on the trail. I consider this one of the gifts I received from him! This helps pass the time and I was happy as I walked.
Having studied the trail descriptions, I noticed the changing scenery which marked my progress up the trail. And the sun stayed behind a ridge to the east for a very long time, so the hike was not as hot as I expected. From time to time there was a cool breeze, to which I said, โThank you Jesus!โ I passed a woman at the 5-mile point. She had come from Kennedy Meadows the day before for a one-night trip and was headed back to her car. She confirmed for me a water source 2 miles up the trail. I could hear a small musical creek when I got there. I stopped and filled up my water bottles. About a mile later, I topped out of the small canyon. There was a gentle descent through pine trees and when the trees ended the vista opened onto a gorgeous miles long meadow. It was stunning! The trail followed the edge of the meadow and it was a joy to walk along it! This is cow country, and I could hear the cows in the meadows mooing.
Time passed quickly and by 1:00 p.m. I was at the south fork of the Kern River and my camping spot for the night. I filtered water into all my bottles. I set up camp. I explored the trial on the other side of the river where I was to hike come morning. All chores were done by 4:00, and this is when I started to struggle mentally. I had 4 hours to go before sunset. I really missed my husband! I am used to having him as my exploring companion. Because I was carrying all that water, I did not bring anything to read or any other forms of distraction. I had to rely on a favorite mantra: โRejoice always! Pray without ceasing! Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you!โ One of my weaknesses is being still and listening for God. I am not particularly good at being quiet and listening for his words. So, I sat down on a nice rock and asked God to help me listen. My bible ladies will tell you that for months now, when asked what God is calling me to do, I have been unsure of the answer. I felt I was being led to call on shut-ins but was not sure I was hearing correctly. As I sat on that rock, names were coming to me of people to visit and as the list grew, I felt certain this is what God is asking me to do! It was wonderful to feel his direction! This day was also the one-year anniversary of my motherโs passing. So, I had a conversation with her, and I sang the hymns that she had picked to have at her funeral. It was a holy time. I was in my tent and dozing at 8:15 p.m. when I heard a voice saying โHello.โ It was a man and two women who had come from Kennedy Meadows. They had started hiking at 7:00 a.m. and were just now getting to camp. When I left camp the following morning, one of the women was just getting up. We waved as I headed out across the bridge over the river. I saw no one else for the rest of the hike.
The trail on the far side of the river was a little confusing. There were intersecting trails, poorly marked and an old jeep road that was mentioned in the guidebook. As I approached the river the day before I could see a portion of a trail going up the hillside, heading north and slightly east. And as I was almost to camp, I saw a person rounding a corner and heading in the direction of that trail. The trail description talked about being on the old jeep road for a short time before you were back on old trail. My sense was to follow where I had seen the other hiker. My back up plan was to turn on my phone and check the PCT Half Mile App that was on my phone. So, I turned right at the intersection, following the old jeep road and turned on my phone. But to my dismay, it immediately said, low battery, closing and it promptly shut down. My reaction, after the shock, was to say, โOkay God! Itโs just you and me!โ I continued down the old jeep road and about 30 seconds later out of my mouth came โWhy arenโt there any footprints here?โ But did I listen? No! I just kept walking around the corner where I had seen the other hiker, for about 10 minutes where the trail/old jeep road became a mass of cow hoof prints. I stopped and pulled out my portable phone charger, hooking it up to my phone. I reread the trail description, knowing I was not where I should be. I went back to the trail intersection and saw immediately which path I should have followed. The one that went north and slightly west. It made me stop and think about what other times in my life when I have had a preconceived idea about what I was supposed to be doing and was so focused on that idea that I totally missed God telling me that I was going in the wrong direction!! By now my phone was powered up enough to confirm I was on the PCT.
The rest of the morning passed as the steps became miles and the trail landmarks followed in sequence the trail descriptions in the guidebook. Beauty was everywhere! I stopped and sat on a fallen tree amidst many wildflowers to eat my breakfast — gorgeous!! I was filled with peace. The trail continued to climb and eventually rounded a corner to a hillside meadow. I have never been to Switzerland, but I believe it would look like this meadow. I could hear a trickle of water, so I dropped my pack and wandered until I found a place where I could collect enough water to pump into my many water bottles. I could have stayed there for hours! But old lady muscles get stiff when I sit too long, so back to the trail I went.
More climbing and the sun was heating up. Some portions of the trail became sandy. It was time to focus on other things, so I started at the top of my prayer list, being very intentional and specific with the requests for each person on my list. Next thing I knew, it was an hour later, and I was two miles up the trail, having not thought once about tired muscles, or sandy trails, or when was I going to stop and sit down! My last prayer for the last person on my prayer list was said just as I topped out over the ridgeline. It was utterly amazing! The body is an incredible machine. If you have done your prep work, as in going to exercise class regularly, working out and stretching, then all you have to do is get your head out of the mix and let the body take over. Your mind can defeat you every time if you let it. โThis is like walking on the beach!โ โThat sun is making me hot!โ โMore uphill! Really?โ โShouldnโt I take a break now?โ I will say it again, your mind can defeat your heart and your spirit if you let it. So, do not let it! Rejoice always! Pray without ceasing! Give thanks in all circumstances for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. I Thessalonians 5:16-18. This is one of my favorites. It snaps me out of the negative every time!
Over the ridge and down we go, into a forest of pines. Beautiful! Heading for the next nightโs water source and campsite. That was to be twelve miles from the Kern River. The guidebook said, โReliable, year-round, spring fed creek.โ Except it was a mud hole!! My first thought was โBetsy, you are toast!โ But a little voice in my head said, โBetsy, just keep walking.โ So, walk I did, past the mud hole, and past Gomez Meadow, where I thought I was spending the night. Three miles up the trail was a โstep across creek.โ That voice was saying every mile I do today is one less mile for tomorrow. I was mentally reviewing the water I had left. Three- and one-half liters. But tomorrow was to be a fifteen-mile day and I did not like that ratio. I knew I was well hydrated based on how frequently I was having to stop to pee. And I knew it was better to keep going while I was hydrated. Fortunately, there was water to โstep acrossโ when I came to creek! I filled my bottles then reviewed the map and the trail description. The next section covered 26 switchbacks over 4 miles. I decided to listen to that voice that was still telling me to just keep walking. I knew this was a climb, but I could see from the map that there would be places flat enough to camp along the way if I became too tired to do all 26. I was still feeling strong, so, walk I did. I ended up doing 18 miles that day which just left 10 miles to Mulkey Pass, my end point for the trail, plus one-mile cross country to Horseshoe Meadow to get to the car. I camped at the top of the 26 switchbacks and had a lovely view!
I was on the trail early the next morning. With eight miles left to hike, I decided to give myself a treat. I pulled out my I-pod and turned on a Lauren Daigle CD. I was sitting on a fallen tree eating a snack when Love Like This came on. I am very familiar with this CD and love her music. But on this day, the words spoke to me in a very personal way. โWhat have I done to deserve love like this?โ The tears started running down my face. And when her powerful voice sang out the Hallelujahs, I could almost feel the notes and words reverberating off the surrounding mountain spires! It was definitely a God moment!
Back on the trail, and a few songs later, her song, Remember, spoke to me as well. I have always known that God is with me wherever I am. And he is how I survived that hardest moments of my life. But on this day, these words and her voice had me sobbing as I went down the trail. โI remember, I remember. You have always been faithful to me.โ โYou were there, always there, with me.โ Is there any gift that can be greater than that?! Not for me.
The last thing I want to say is regarding fear. I put off doing this hike for 5 years out of fear of the unknown. Where is the water? What will the trail be like? Where will I camp? How long will it take me? Will it be too hot? Will I get dehydrated? Will I be afraid out there by myself? The answers are simple. This is an incredibly beautiful section of the Sierras and I loved hiking through it! I was never afraid, even when my reliable water was not so reliable! I have learned this lesson before and will probably have to learn it again in the future. What we imagine is often much worse than real life! We have nothing to fear but fear itself! God was with me and I was blessed!
When I am a wasteland You are the water When I am the winter You are the fire that burns
When I am a long night You are the sunrise When I am a desert You are the river that turns To find me
What have I done to deserve love like this? What have I done to deserve love like this?
Your voice like a whisper Breaking the silence You say there’s a treasure You’ll look ’til You find it You search to find me
What have I done to deserve love like this? What have I done to deserve love like this? I cannot earn what You so freely give What have I done to deserve love like this?
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah
What have I done to deserve love like this? What have I done to deserve love like this? I cannot earn what You so freely give What have I done to deserve love like this?
In the darkest hour, when I cannot breathe Fear is on my chest, the weight of the world on me Everything is crashing down, everything I had known When I wonder if I’m all alone
I remember, I remember You have always been faithful to me I remember, I remember Even when my own eyes could not see You were there, always there
I will lift my eyes even in the pain Above all the lies, I know You can make a way I have seen giants fall, I have seen mountains move I have seen waters part because of You
I remember (I remember) I remember (I remember) You have always been faithful to me I remember (I remember) I remember (I remember) Even when my own eyes could not see You were there, always there
I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about Your goodness, goodness I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about Your goodness, goodness I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about Your goodness, goodness I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about I can’t stop thinking about Your goodness, goodness
I remember, I remember You have always been faithful to me I remember (I remember) I remember (I remember) Even when my own eyes could not see You were there, always there, with me
I really admire people who have the gift of poetry. To be able to take everyday life and turn it into a beautiful metaphor. Or, just make clear a concept in a few simple words. I found this beautiful poem about what God is that I thought you might enjoy! He is our refuge, our rock, our answer and so much more.
Be sure to add your words of praise for today in the comments section!
God Is…
God, Is The Refuge God, Is The Rock God, Is The One, Who Sets Eternityโs Clock
God, Is The Treasure God, Is The Answer God, Is The Pleasure God, Is Adventure
God, Is The Right The Reason and Reality God, Is The Light The Judge and Finality
God, Is The Hope And Glory, Above All Things God, Is He, Who Spoke โฆ Brought Forth, Living-Beings
God, Is The Power The Passion and Supreme God, Is โฆ Our Unbeatable Dream-Team!
God, Is Wisdom And The Beautiful King God, Is The Vision In All Good Things
God, Is Mercy God, Is Just He โฆ Is โ Who โ We Need God, Doesnโt Need Us
God, Is The Holy-Core And Sacred-Mystery God Is โฆ And Therefore โฆ So, Are We
God, Is What His Word, Shows And What God โฆ Is Made Of Everyone Knows โฆ That, God Is โฆ Love